Chasing after the Enigma of Life started. ………
There is someone out there controlling our power to move around, our talk, our laugh, our thinking .our very existence. He or She or that ENIGMA pull the string or light or power out of us …..We fall lifeless. Who is CHASING after my Life and Your Life?????
One answer is …… that’s whom we call THE GOD…… well! Could it be THE EVIL?
In stead of this power chasing after my life, I must chase after it and figure it out, I thought. Let us start with GOD……..

Start of The Enigma of Life

When I was 6year old, one day I was lying in the grass in my backyard looking up in the sky. A beautiful, clear blue sky. Few fluffy white clouds. I looked at them. Trying to make out the animal shapes they made up or some other weird shapes. I started thinking. Who made all that? Who am I? Am I a cartoon in a play? Who’s play? My mom walked into the backyard to hang some clothes on the cloth line.
Hey Honey! Are you ok? My mom said. “Yeah ma” I looked at her. Who is this woman? How come she is my mom? Who gave me to her? Oh well.
I hear a buzzing noise in the sky. OH! An airplane. I tried to stare at it. It is so tiny. With tiny windows. I wonder how those people sit in it. They must be tiny too.
My friend Suzy came. Off we go to play …..
Did you ever think like this?
Chasing after the Enigma of my Little Life continued …. No solid answers yet
Time passed….7 years….8 years….11 years
Chasing after the Enigma of my Adolescent Life started ……
All I could think of was “boys” I could not understand why I kept looking and smiling at boys in my class. Used to feel shy, guilty, curious and jealousy of other girls… but didn’t know why.
A word of wisdom here! Since now I am an adult I understand the power of those body juices called ‘Hormones’ and believe couples who are getting ready to get married should have a compulsory marriage counseling and stages of parenting classes.
How many women know that their family’s health history is important in handling a sluggish or irritable child? Is there any diabetes in the family?
An Active child need not be considered to have ADHD just because your neighbor’s child is on Ritalin.
Your adolescent child wants to wear provocative cloths or wants to pierce her tongue could it be because of her hormones…..
And so on ….
Those parenting classes sure will relieve the stress of handling an adolescent child.
Chasing After the Enigma of Life continued….. Questions …questions...questions

High school….. I was in a Mission Boarding school. One day, in 11th grade I was called out by the principal and was told that my uncle Bill came to visit me. I did not know why he would come so suddenly???
“Hey Uncle How are you?”
“Hey Honey” he hugged me. He was wiping tears.
“What Happened” I am getting nervous.
“We need to go home” Uncle said
“Why? What Happened?”
“Your Dad is very sick. Your family is with him in the hospital. They sent me to bring you home”
I went home. In reality my father had already died by then. He died suddenly in a Diabetic Coma. I was only 17... After the funeral I went back to my dormitory.
Where did my Dad go? He was just there a few weeks ago. Who took his life? Who controls life and death?
Chasing After the Enigma of Life started all over again…….death…life…God…

Okay I will start talking about what I learned about Enigma of life.